They say that the first cut is the deepest. I disagree. The first cut you left on my heart is nothing compared to the third, sixth, eighth, ninth, eleventh, thirteenth, seventeenth, eighteenth, or the last.
You’re a bitch. You give me so much shit. And you expect me to be nice and obedient?
I can’t get close to anyone, because this whole freakin’ family drives people away. It’s hard enough having my own baggage but having everyone else’s too?
I want to disappear from the world.
I don’t want you anymore. But it still rips me apart to know that you want someone else.
I found someone better but that doesn’t mean I love him as much as I loved you.
I know you’re mad because you haven’t texted me all day. And I’m mad because you get mad at me so easily, so I haven’t texted you either…
That’s how I fucking feel right now. Yeah. Jlhfdjjhfdkhd.
I know a lot of people go through this phase.
“I don’t want anyone better. Just you. “
Have faith in yourself.
Do what makes you happy and if that nigga don’t fuckin make you happy, then leave him.
It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna fucking suck. But day after day, pile after pile of used tissues in the trash can, it’s going to get better.
I believe every relationship has a meaning to it. Something you were supposed to learn about yourself, maybe about the other person. You need to take something meaningful out of the experience. That’s exactly what it is. It’s an experience. Take something from it you didn’t know before you use it to better yourselves. Maybe, you don’t like this type of guy. Maybe you want a sensitive guy. What bugs you a lot. What you do that bugs OTHER people a lot.
With everything in life, it goes both ways. You learn the good AND the bad. You can’t point all your fingers at other people without pointing a few at yourself.
I’ve always said.
Do what makes you happy. And if it doesn’t. Don’t do it.
Then I realized, I really don’t want to blog about you. Maybe when I’m emo and sad i’ll feel like blogging about you.
But I don’t feel sad right now; I’m pretty happy with my life and I don’t need your drama.